Another mak bidan of mine arrived safely yesterday evening, my dearest mama.

Today's mark the day we're supposed to meet our bundle of joy for the first time but since our bub's a shy kid, he decided on being fashionably late. Oh well, whenever it is you wanna come out, we'll be waiting for ya! Since he's still love lazying around in my tummy, we decided to go jalan-jalan in the city instead, bought automatic feeder timer for dad's fish pond and did some last minute baby shopping by swiping my dad's card for me and my 38 weeks preggie sister. hehe.

I am now at a worst stage ever. I feel like pulling out my back bone and put it to rest until the due date and to be honest, i really wanna get this over with as quick as possible. I just couldn't stand it any longer. My feet are swollen, i can't stand standing for a long time, i couldn't walk properly anymore, couldn't sleep, i feel the heaviness in me, going to the loo every 10 minutes is not what i dream of, my pelvic bone cracks every now and then, i have rashes, etc. Oh, my baby please come out on the exact date ok

I have a week to go before the due date but my midwives gives bub more time to stay in my tummy up until 42nd weeks only.

Speaking of bub, we're nearly crossing out all the list for the newcomers. The only thing we're waiting now is bub's first stroller




p/s:

Dear baby,
Mommy & daddy is keening to meet you.
You're mommy's & daddy's bundle of joy.
You're mommy's & daddy's precious gift from Allah the Almighty.
Please come out, come out.
Call me out, whenever you want and i'll be there for you.
You make our life whole again.

I can't wait to get my hands on bub's red stokke. After considering so many opts, i opt for red because if we're buying a new car later, it'll be in blue colour. I love red but it's a no-no for me if having everything in red. We have been eyeing on few cars with blue colour like Lancer VRX, and Evo X...let Rif decide his colour for once in a while. Now my cousin is head over heel over Stokke too, i told her to get one too so that her bub, Aiden can go on a ride with my bub later. They love it in red colour too since it's suites well with their Evo 7.

Anyway, i dreamt about Allahyarham atuk yesterday morning (yes, i woke up late on Sunday), i hugged and kissed him. He told me he's happy now, more than ever and will keep coming to us from time to time. He was at my parents place in Sentul at that time and was about to go somewhere else. If he's really happy, then i'm happy for him. Truly. Al-fatihah.