I don't know where i've gone to this past few weeks and for all that i care, our life has been pretty tough lately since the "drug-overdose" incident happened. Not to mention our budget had gone so low that we had to cut down our meals and stuff just so we can afford to move into a new place. I'm lucky during those hard times, my tummy was having its "not wanting to eat so much" session, that way we're able to eat less and use less amount of money to survive. Although i couldn't really say that we're in 100% good shape right now but we've made it through thick and thin.

We've decided to sell off our Subaru Impreza and earn a lil bit more cash. Afterall, the car doesn't really suit a couple like us whose expecting a baby, just like one of the dealer said "the car's too fast for the baby aite". My cousin had reckon us his Skyline R33 4 doors for a cheap price, we might consider that one.

Weather update: Gusty winds everyday! I wanted to buy clothes, jeans and jackets but on second thought it would be a waste of money for us since i am growing. I wanted new jacket that i could really fit and button up, unlike now, i had to wear several clothes underneath just so i wouldn't feel cold because i couldn't zip up my jacket/sweater because of my tummy. Never mind, if i could survive previous winters before, i'm sure this year's winter is nothing.

It's been awhile since i've move in into my new crib and i never had a chance to really show you our million dollar view, here it is Rif snapped during sunset. You can really see the city from up here and even eye on Perth.


and here's also my ultrasound scan when i was in 16th weeks when i was back at home in KL and i am almost 20 weeks now.

Rif had a dream last night, the first night in our new apartment with a million dollar view, the city. He told me he dreamt of zorro and at the end of his dream he accidently without knowing that he had scratch my forehead with the zorro trademark "Z". I was awaken by his sudden action. I mean seriously, this is just a dream, don't let it take control of you..haha

P/s: I've move into a 1 bedroom apartment. This is much comfy and better! ;)

Have you guys still remember the entry i wrote about the crooks i'm living with?

If you do, he's now dead.


I was spending my time with my cousins and aunties last night at their hotel when Rif and i decided to go home at 9 pm. I saw several police cars parked outside the house and few of the deceased friends were waiting outside. When i got inside the house, i noticed my door knob were bashed by the police and they whisperly saying to me, the bugger had die due to overdose of drugs along with his friend.

I dreamt about the fella the whole night last night. I kept thinking how sad his life is. How something precious, he can just ruined it. Two young lives, now dead.


The latest news: Me and Rif are moving out at the end of this month.